thick puffy soft white symbols not necessarily blinding glowing gentle glow white is light as information light as substance unformed potential protective presence pre conceptual awareness before thoughts harden into meaning perception touches something prior to symbols having fixed definitions they fade but not completely then change midflight process not message youre seeing how meaning is forming not just meaning itself intuition coagulates into images quality is doing the talking not symbols identity a pace that respects your nervous system trust allowed seeing nothing is pushed on you hovering between thought and stillness sensing something real but translating it into language letting intuition lead without demanding interpretation pre symbolic or proto symbolic state meaning vapor stay with the texture not the conclusion